My wife and I took my mother to where I grew up, for mother's day. We went into an Arby's to get some coffee and I noticed about 15 old men sitting around BS-ing. When we were walking out I said to my wife, I wonder if I went to High School with any of those guys? She looked at me and said, oh my, I saw those old guys and thought 'look at those old coots hanging out drinking coffee,' it didn't don on me that they were your age, you might have known them when you were young, WOW. My mother who has demenia said I was a lot older than her or at least looked it.
Those were my mother's day gems.
It occurs to me that I need to believe in something and what I have observed is that man fails at every turn. So, am I to believe in man? In my own heart I know my weaknesses and observe my decline, as I watched my father before me so how can I believe in myself? We are told over and over in our country that only fools and the weak minded believe in or need a God but for me I will accept their label with all the comforts that it has to offer and let the wiser and more knowing accept their darkness.
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Thursday, February 21, 2013
loss
2/11/2013 Little Needy Duck was killed by a hawk this morning, she roamed free and freedom is risky. We are sad.
I've written a flash fiction piece about our "Little Needy"and submitted it for publication. I will post it here after the publication runs. I may have lied about the previous post being my last. There seems to still be interest in this site and I am going to watch the count on my views and determine if I will resume posting. Thank you for your interest.
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I've written a flash fiction piece about our "Little Needy"and submitted it for publication. I will post it here after the publication runs. I may have lied about the previous post being my last. There seems to still be interest in this site and I am going to watch the count on my views and determine if I will resume posting. Thank you for your interest.
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Wandering Dan,
What sort of man
Was wandering Dan?
Who always made due
With a hole in his shoe,
White in his hair,
Wild eyes in a glare,
Wire basket cart,
Wheels stiff to start,
What sort of man
Was wandering Dan,
When our Uncle Sam
Was lost in Nam?
What did you see
While setting us free?
What sort of man
Was wandering Dan?
We all should wonder
Wicked politicians blunder
While this enemy rose
With class envy it grows
While this enemy rose
With class envy it grows
Weak hearts walk by
Wanting not to pry.
Wrapped in his rags
With his collection of bags
What made this man
Wandering Dan?
May I refer you to this, our enemy is relentless, we need your passion
May I refer you to this, our enemy is relentless, we need your passion
Saturday, February 25, 2012
Construction
...but then you say "who cares?"
Eventually we want to be off the grid and independent.
We built our castle on a hill. We were the general contractors and did much of the work ourselves. We laid all the flooring (porcelain and hardwoods), installed the radiant heat tubing, finished the carpentry work when our sub abandoned us for work closer to his home, laid stone, built the fireplace, did all the landscaping, installed all the stairs, installed all the plumbing and helped my brother inlaw with the wiring. All this was accomplished in 14 months while working full time jobs. We lived in our camper with a porta-john as our bathroom. I give great credit to my wife for putting up with it. The structure of the house is mainly reinforced poured concrete, we hired pumper trucks to pump the concrete up two stories. I was fifty-eight and my wife was forty-eight at the time. I say all this not to brag, it is said to dispel class envy. We live in our castle as common folk with a dream.
I read this somewhere
"When you're a teen you worry yourself sick over what others think...
When you're in your thirties you don't care what others think...
When you're in your sixties you realize no one was ever thinking about you..."
Now, I am unemployed and looking for work. Having applied for about sixty jobs has helped me with my insight into the plight of so many. The National parks system has rejected my applications as well as my wife's for summer work stating we do not meet the minimum requirements for a laborer's position. College educated, experienced in manual labor, organised enough to follow through on the construction of our castle but we do not meet the minimum requirements ? This summer my wife and I are going to visit some of the National parks to meet the people who meet the minimum requirements. Did I mention my wife is a veteran with eight and half years military service and a master's degree to boot. The construction of our blog site shall follow the pattern as the construction of our castle one stone at a time but we will have access to the masterbath in this endeavor. Well, life is good and we are happy. We have no regrets and hope you catch your dream.
We built this place as a gathering point for Artists, Writers, Musicians and lovers of life...not the elite but for just plain folk. You will find my paintings scattered amoungst my babblings.
My brother once told me that when he was in Viet Nam my parents wrote him to tell him they thought I was insane, I have spent my entire life trying to let them be right. All this may be the proof needed to put it to rest. (HIPPIES UNITE !)
Eventually we want to be off the grid and independent.
We built our castle on a hill. We were the general contractors and did much of the work ourselves. We laid all the flooring (porcelain and hardwoods), installed the radiant heat tubing, finished the carpentry work when our sub abandoned us for work closer to his home, laid stone, built the fireplace, did all the landscaping, installed all the stairs, installed all the plumbing and helped my brother inlaw with the wiring. All this was accomplished in 14 months while working full time jobs. We lived in our camper with a porta-john as our bathroom. I give great credit to my wife for putting up with it. The structure of the house is mainly reinforced poured concrete, we hired pumper trucks to pump the concrete up two stories. I was fifty-eight and my wife was forty-eight at the time. I say all this not to brag, it is said to dispel class envy. We live in our castle as common folk with a dream.
I read this somewhere
"When you're a teen you worry yourself sick over what others think...
When you're in your thirties you don't care what others think...
When you're in your sixties you realize no one was ever thinking about you..."
Now, I am unemployed and looking for work. Having applied for about sixty jobs has helped me with my insight into the plight of so many. The National parks system has rejected my applications as well as my wife's for summer work stating we do not meet the minimum requirements for a laborer's position. College educated, experienced in manual labor, organised enough to follow through on the construction of our castle but we do not meet the minimum requirements ? This summer my wife and I are going to visit some of the National parks to meet the people who meet the minimum requirements. Did I mention my wife is a veteran with eight and half years military service and a master's degree to boot. The construction of our blog site shall follow the pattern as the construction of our castle one stone at a time but we will have access to the masterbath in this endeavor. Well, life is good and we are happy. We have no regrets and hope you catch your dream.
We built this place as a gathering point for Artists, Writers, Musicians and lovers of life...not the elite but for just plain folk. You will find my paintings scattered amoungst my babblings.
My brother once told me that when he was in Viet Nam my parents wrote him to tell him they thought I was insane, I have spent my entire life trying to let them be right. All this may be the proof needed to put it to rest. (HIPPIES UNITE !)
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Wednesday, February 22, 2012
Mountain Goat
Black Hills
Welcome Ukrainians from the Ukraine.
The old miner
The wind had carried me into these hills,
with the rumble of thunder beneath me and unlimited power released at the twist
of my wrist. Adventure, wild women, rowdy bikers and booze had been on my mind.
Now here I was with an eighty something old man, toting buckets of sludge from
deep within a hole in the earth. The sludge might offer up our first pay check
after a week’s work of adding new timbers to the shoring of the shaft. The
tunnel is illuminated by the sun’s light diverted with mirrors, a lesson in low
tech. My Heritage Softail sits by the old prospector’s cabin, silent for the
week. The final twelve miles into Sturgis had yet to be traversed. The old man
is a third generation claimant, originally filed in the eighteen hundreds by
his grandfather. Touching history, I felt it, it had caught my imagination.
This old man was real, the valley unspoiled by tourists. Our group had stopped
to ask if we could camp in his yard.
The intensity of the sun seemed
accentuated at these higher altitudes or maybe it was just the contrast of
emerging from the cool, damp mine shaft but never the less its rays were
drawing on the exposed flesh of my arms and back. Slowly we descended the
gravel path to the creek, two buckets of muck straining at my arms. Placing the
buckets at the stream’s edge I scooped sludge into a pan. My boots kicked off,
the frigid waters rushed around my ankles, my feet settled into the sandy
bottom as I dipped and rotated the pan.
"Lordie son, ya move like an old
woman! If'n there were still hostiles
about they'd have yer scalp!"
Looking back over my shoulder I could make
out the silhouette of my antagonist against the blazing sun. The glare behind him blocked details of his
eighty five year old frame. His broad shoulders were evident, the suspenders
that draped over them weren't. His tattered broad brimmed hat formed a halo
that shadowed his grizzled ruddy complexion. Crystal clear blue eyes were
watching me from somewhere beneath that rim. They weren’t visible but I knew they
were there.
Across the grassy meadow, the Hills looked
Black. The valley hadn't changed in eons; the sound of Custer's buglers mixed
with the war cries of Sitting Bull’s warriors still hung in the air, at least
so it seemed. The smells, light breeze, intense sun and this old prospector who
had actually known men of Custer’s era, it was surreal. Never in a million
years could I have planned a time like this, it just happened.
"Git in the creek boy. Move like ya
got ambition."
"It’s freezing, this water is like
ice. My legs are so numb I can't even feel the pebbles that I'm walkin'
on."
"It’s the truth, Boy."
"What? What'd you say?"
"It’s the truth. It comes down from
the mountain. Look at it, so clear! You can see every rock and pebble in it,
ain't it so?"
"It’s downright painful, Gus."
"They say it can be. Use it boy, take
that pan I throwed ya, put yer muck in it, then dip and swish. That water will
take away everythin’ ‘cept what yer lookin' fer. The truth has the same way
about it. Ya gotta clear away the muck."
"My hands ache from the cold."
"Nobody said it'd be easy. Let the
water do its work, be patient son."
Looking into the pan I see my first
glimmer of gold. I hear the old man snicker as he stumbles down the bank to see
the glitter for himself. It was about a billionth of an ounce.
"Sure is pretty son. Ya gotta wash
off a lot of muck to find a little bit of gold like that. Ha, ain't that life?
What ya just found is priceless boy…priceless."
"It’s the truth, Gus." I look at the
gleam in his ancient eyes, I breathe in the clean air and somehow the pain in
my legs subsides.
"How's them aching legs and hands
doin'?"
"Don't feel a thing." While looking
at the old man whose scripture quoting had caused my buddies to avoid their
camp site as much as possible, I see that his eyes still hold the sparkle of
youth.
"Well, ya wanna take yer gold and
head over to Sturgis? It’s the perfect time to go find yer buddies and raise a
little hell. Its yer pay for a week’s worth of work. Them boys are probably
raisin’ hell. "
"Naw, how 'bout I help ya stack some
wood, Ol' Man?"
“It’s up to you, Boy. You worked for about
two cents an hour, you know.”
“Ha, two cents, best two cents I ever made.”
There truly was gold in these hills, I had found it.
Based on a true event.
Labels:wounded, warrior, war, redemption
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Sunday, February 5, 2012
For a Brave Knight, in memory of my father
Just an old man
Jim Sparks turned into the overburdened
parking lot of the local grocery to pick up a few essentials for his wife. Thousands of times he had done this over the
years but age had robbed him of his ability to react even with his vast
experience. Slowly he crept down the
long line of parked cars looking for an open space. To give up driving would be to give up his
independence. He had always been a hard
working freedom loving man. Up ahead he
saw his chance to park. He swung out
wide so he could get a straighter shot into the space then slowed down to a
creep but missed by two feet on the left side, so he stopped then backed
up. Again he eased toward his goal.
Jim jumped at the sudden blast from a horn
to right. He turned in his whole body in
his seat to see what the horn was about, his neck had long lost it's
flexibility. There in a sporty little
car sat a very pretty young girl shaking her fist in frustration. He must know her he thought and waved back
causing her to lay on the horn longer. Finally,
Jim's car settled into it's spot. He sat
staring out across the hood his demensia caused him to pause.
The girl in the car looked so familiar, he
was sure she was Yugoslavian. He sat at
the controls of his C-47 looking down the long line of torches that lit the
high mountain meadow where he had landed.
There was a lot of commotion in the back of the plane as his crew
stripped all non essential equipment to lighten the overloaded troop carrier. It had been at his orders to let on all the
women and children who gathered for evacuation that night. No one would be left behind. To clear the mountains they had to lighten
up. He stared out at the flashes coming
from the distant trees then heard the ping of metal ripping in the
fusulage. The crew chief shouted the all
clear as he gunned the engines to full throttled sitting on the break.
The plane bounced across the rough meadow as
enemy soldiers layed down heavy fire.
Jim's face felt the splatter of warm fluid coming from the direction of
his co-pilot. His right calf felt a
sudden burn. Screams from the rear of
the plane over came the sound of the straining engines as he pushed them
harder. The torches became dots as he
climbed the shear silohet of a Yugoslavian mountain. The landing gear scraped gravel as he cleared
the mountain top then dropped down the other side. The enemy fire could no longer harm them the
noise in the back settled into silence.
Jim sat in his car, a tear glistened on his cheek. It seemed like it happened yesterday.
A loud tap on his window landed him back in
the grocery store parking lot. He looked
out at the Yugoslavian beauty. She stood
beside his car in a rage.
"You stupid old goat! You ought to be in a home. Give it up man!"
The girl stormed off confident she had
straighten out a useless old man.
For this page: Check out "Wild at Heart"
His Outlaw video is very entertaining
Based on a true event.
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